It’s funny, I feel so much younger than I did even a year ago. I have less responsibilties now than when I was 13 too. Everything that I used to turn my head thinking about has dissolved away just like everything else, and thoughts now seem to have a different nature inside my head. They are more clear I think, not circular and self-serving.
People say that they gained consciousness when they were around 13, but for me that age is more like 17. Since 17 I wanted a good and complete life, in the end I’m just looking for a feeling like everything else. Here’s to the start of my third year.
My goals for this year: Get off the internet and stop being ashamed